Paca is an amazing dog. I was talking to his person about when it is time to let our loved ones go. I always feel the time is getting closer when the animals have more suffering in a day than joy. Paca in his sweetness then wanted to share everything he loves and enjoys.
Paca says, “I like my mom and I like the way she talks to me and I love my life with her. I like the way the cold wind blows on my body and my face. I like to sleep at night when my dad is sleeping because it is cooler in the house. I love the way my dad smells and the way he talks to me like he does not want me to suffer too. I love the way my mom takes me all over the place so she can learn about healing and I can try to be better.
I love that I have lived this long on three legs and I think I am such an amazing dog who has accomplished so much that I am just not sure I am done. I want mom to write a story about me and post it on the wall with a picture of me because my mom has learned a lot from me.
I want to be brave and not die to soon. Because I think that I had a second chance to live when I was young and I promised my self I would make the most out of every minute.
I like to see the birds that are hear in the winter and I like them to know that I am ok outside and I witness them taking flight and flying through the windy breeze against the current of the wind. They fly hard to get to their nests sometimes. I
love every day with my mom and I never want her to think that I isolate away from her I fight to be with her another day because I think that is what she wants and needs.
When it is my time to die I will let go gracefully I will stop my fighting and I will fly on the wind like the birds using the wind to get to their nests faster when the wind is blowing in the same direction. That is how I will get to heaven.
I am not scared of dying I am just scared of not using the most of what I have and giving up too soon. But if I have to live like this I can go one more month or four more weeks and if something doesn’t change I may seem worse and then we will make the decision and I say we because mom always ask my opinion and for that I am always grateful.”