Amber says, “Well I happy to tell my mom that I love her and that I really am not afraid to die. I feel like it is something and it is something that will be comfortable for me. I am not scared of that. sometimes i get more fearful of the pain that I may have to endure. I don’t want to go today but I want to treat each day like it the last one I have energy ’cause it may be soon. Mom, I love you. It will be ok.”