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Prayers for Blew

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DIFFICULT NEWS ABOUT OUR PRECIOUS BLEW from founder of All For Love Animal Rescue. Scroll down to read what Blew has to say.

Dear friends,
Many of you know and love Blew. Now Blew needs your love and prayers more than ever.
Over the last 4 years that AFLAR has been caring for him he has become the heart of our rescue. Blew had a hard life until AFLAR took him in.

From the day I rescued him after years of mistreatment I promised I would always take care of him. With the help of some amazing angels in the form of volunteers, donors, doctors and everyone who has fallen in love with this very special boy, this is what our rescue has done. Through mast cell and skin cancer we kept him healthy.

This last year Blew’s biggest dream came true when he finally was able to come home to live with his soul momma Debi, who fell in love with him 3 years ago. All of us were beyond elated that our boy was finally home.

It is with a very heavy heart that we must share the devastating medical news about our precious Blew. He has been experiencing some physical issues that we have been addressing during the last few months. Fatigue, weight loss and weakness. He was treated for low thyroid which helped a little.

Then his mama Debi alerted us that he had collapsed twice. We quickly got him to Dr, Russell, an amazing cardiologist at VMSG, where he was given an echo cardiogram which showed pretty severe heart damage, as well as congenital heart disease. He was also experiencing arrhythmia and tachycardia. He was put on medication to control the arrhythmia, and that was working well and his cardiologist was pleased. We thought we were on the path to a healthier and happier life for our Bubby.
But the lack of energy, diarrhea and weight loss continued. Dr Russell felt our next best course of action given his history of cancer, was an abdominal ultrasound. We scheduled that with Dr. Ortega at VMSG, and the news was not good. Blew has two large masses on his adrenal glands, one of which has already invaded the vena cava. This means it is most likely malignant and has probably shed cancer cells to the rest of his body, since that vein supplies blood to lungs, heart, and brain. We were stunned to say the least. Because of his heart condition, he is not a good candidate for surgery to remove the adrenal masses as he would most likely not make it through that surgery.

We have been struggling with what we can do for our precious Blew. We turned to renowned Pet Psychic and Animal Communicator, Laura Stinchfield so we could hear what Blew had to say. His words from that conversation are below. He confirmed what we all felt, that surgery is not the avenue we will go down. We will do all we can to make what time this angel-boy has left, the happiest, most loving, and pain free time for him, surrounding him with love of friends and family until he tells us it is his time. We don’t know how long that will be, there is no way to tell.

We ask that you send our Blew-Bear all your loving prayers, surround him with healing light, and help his mama Debi and all of us who love him, through this unbelievably difficult time.

We ask ourselves, how will we get through this? I will quote our volunteer coordinator, and my partner in rescue, Kathleen, in answer to this. “We will do what we always have to do; treasure the moment, fight to the last, let go when we have to, honor our lost loved ones by grieving, and live our lives in service and kindness, and love the best we can”.

We will continue to do everything we can for our precious Blew. Please keep him in your prayers, and know that he loves each and every one of you.


Maripat Davis
AFLAR President & Founder

Excerpts from BLEW’S interview with Laura:

I want to tell my mom that its ok if I die now. because I have had a really special time with her and I have seen her fight for me and I have seen her sad over loosing me and that makes me feel special and I feel like i got what I needed in life.

When I breathe in it really hurts. Well its like my chest is less. Yeah its like I cant breathe in as much air as I used to be able too and also I have this problem of when I am walking my back really hurts. yeah my spine and sometimes I get really dizzy and I feel like I need to stop moving.

yeah. I want to live and be happy but I feel like I am not going to.

I dont feel like I will live a lot longer because inside of me I feel really tired. I feel like love is what I needed to know and now I can go to heaven.

I dont want help going to heaven now but I know in time I will need it and I know that I will soar really high because I can feel love and love is what makes you soar. I am not dumb. I know that dogs die. yeah I have known dogs to die before so I know how it works and if you dont feel love you feel lost or trapped but if you have felt love you soar really high.

I feel like I am not meant to be frail and old. I feel like I am meant to go soon.

I am thankful for my life and I am thankful that my mom has always kept track of me and has always known what is going on. I want her to know that its okay she wasn’t able to take me years ago. I am glad she took me when she did and I have had good experiences over the years. I am okay with my life path.

I like the idea of coming back to my mom again in another but only if she can have me from a puppy. I dont mind waiting in heaven because i have learned so much in life I know that my heaven will be filled with play time, love and good food. I know that a lot of people who have loved animals before have died and I am sure they will love me because since I have been in this rescue I have met a lot of people that care about animals and care about me and I know that this animal rescue has angels and I know that there is one family here and another family in heaven.

I think my mom will know when I need help because I will give her a sad look that tells her and an angel will hug her at the same time. It will be OK. I will be brave.

I want my mom to know that I love her kisses on my face. and the way she moves her nails in a zig zag down spine and her smiling at me. she loves to smile at me.

thank you mom for being my best mom ever. I love you.

I am just grateful and If I can feel better great. If not my mom will know.

tell her I love her. Such a wide graceful love. tell her that.

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Ike Finn and Katie on Death And Dying



Ike, Finn and Katie

Ike, Finn and Katie


This was written by Ike, Finn and Katie’s person in June of 2014.  I am just getting around to posting it now.  I feel it is an important post.

A few weeks ago, we had a session to talk to our brown standard poodle, Finn, our shih tzu, Ike, and our deceased black standard poodle, Katie. Finn had a fungal infection in his nose that was not responding to treatment, and he was going to be helped to heaven that day.

Ike, the shih tzu, who has now survived both Katie and Finn, said this about Finn dying:
“This sucks. It’s like foolish of the universe. I think that sometimes I want to spit on God. I feel that way. Do you think God will be mad at me for saying that? Yeah, I am like ‘God, why do you make animals suffer when you have the power to heal and be love?’
I have learned that it is sad to see others suffering. I think that when I get to heaven I am going to have a serious talk with God so I can understand.”

Finn, brown standard poodle said to heaven,
“I am so grateful to them [my people] ’cause I have had the best care. Everyone has helped me so much, and I am just so thankful. I love them. Will you tell them that over and over again? I love them. I love them. I love them.”  

Katie, black standard poodle in heaven said,
“I just want to tell my people that they don’t need to worry. There is no upsetness here in heaven, and Finn will be just fine. I am really happy here. I prance. I am in a good energetic field. Life is like a butterfly. You look beautiful, you allow yourself to float the way God wants you to, and you get to suck the nectar of flowers. Finn will be just fine. Be at peace. I will take care of him.”

Animals are just like people.  Some have a strong feeling that there is a divine connection to all things and events and others question more.  What I love the most about what Ike, Finn and Katie have said is that they are all express different aspects of my emotional states while dealing with illness and death over time.

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This is Cumin. She is 19 years old. She was diagnosed with a highly aggressive oral cancer, squamous cell carcinoma. It has spread to the bone.

Cumin said in a pet psychic session with me, “I am not scared to die anymore because when I had my operation, I saw an angel. I saw this angel that has a beautiful human body but a cat head and wings. I felt really safe with her and I felt like this angel would take care of me in Heaven. I feel like in Heaven there is a warmth that is very secure. Does my mom know this angel? Ask her.”

I think that it is really cool that Cumin has a charm on her collar that is a cat head with angel wings. This shows me that Cumin knows exactly what she is wearing and it has become a symbol of peace for her.

In her first session with me, she was frightened of dying. I believe the universe provided an angel that Cumin could relate to in-order to find peace in her transition from body to spirit.

She also said, “I feel like my mom (person) and I need to write a book together, ‘The Cumin Love Adventures.’ I feel like my mom and I have felt this sense of pain inside our hearts and when we feel this pain we have a mantra that makes us feel better. It’s a trusting of the Universe mantra. I feel like we need to tell people about this because this could help their animals. My mom has a sense of being able to support me in ways other moms don’t. Like I’m very free in my disease. I am not my disease. I am more my relationship with my mom.”

Cumin’s person has been taking pictures of Cumin every day to document their end of life journey together. Cumin knows exactly what her mom is doing! Believe that your animals understand you and your actions. You too can have “Love Adventures” during end of life care.

Cumin’s mom (person) writes: It took me 19 years to ever consult with an animal communicator. It opened up my heart more than I could have ever imagined. Thank you for the healing, Laura!

Laura Stinchfield

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Shorty was 7 years old when he died on 12/31/15. He has a job in Heaven helping animals on earth. The “traveling vans” he mentions are the vans that transport rescue animals from one state to other rescue organizations in another state. Story explains his job,

Shorty was 7 years old when he died on 12/31/15. He has a job in Heaven helping animals on earth. The “traveling vans” he mentions are the vans that transport rescue animals from one state to other rescue organizations in another state.

Shorty explains his job, “Here in heaven I have gone on the traveling van and I have told all the animals that are traveling that they are going to be ok. I have told them that they are not going to die. I have ridden with them. I have gone to the traveling van and I have run around in circles and I have played and I have looked extremely happy and I have shown them how I was once fearful and how I died so happy.”

*He is teaching the rescue dogs that they can feel safe and that they can have a happier life than they presently know is possible. He shows them that he was once like them and then he shows them the love and safety he felt before he died.

His people write: Shorty was the sweetest dog and we miss him greatly. We were blessed to be able to give this wonderful dog the safe and comfortable life he deserved. He was a rescue from Southern California where he, at some point, was used as a bait dog and then ended up in a high kill shelter. We will be forever grateful to Luvable Dog Rescue for saving Shorty and transporting him on “the traveling van” to Oregon and for giving us the opportunity to know and love him. Although he is no longer with us we are happy to know that he is sharing his bright spirit with those dogs in need.

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Serafina’s Cremation

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This is Corduroy. He died at the young age of 2.5 on Sept. 8 2015.

From Heaven he says to his person,

“Mom, I want to know you dont have to worry about the other cats. I want you to know that you have this wonderful peace about you and your hands have a beautiful energy coming from them. Yes, your hands. You are a healer and if You Put your Hands over the animals and Explain to them what You Want and Need it Will it magnetize your Wisdom and Communication.

I am sorry that I had to Go but it is OK because here I Can Help You more. I can help you spread the message of cat love. I can help you become creative and I can charge the sad side of you. there is a part of you from long ago that worries and I can help you jump over it. I can help you feel more at peace and transform all trauma with your creativity.”

His person writes:

I was blown away by my session with Laura. Not only did she talk about things that only my cats and I would know, but she really helped to give me so much peace from losing one of my precious babies. One of the things that really stood out for me, was, I asked her to ask Corduroy if he could show her where the house was that he visited a friend he had made, and she described a dark blue stucco house, before the circle. I had no idea what she was talking about, and looked around the area near where I live for a couple of weeks. The other day I was out for a bike ride, and right as I was about to get to my gate, I looked down the small street next to where I live. I could not believe my eyes! There was a dark blue stucco house, and right in front of it is a circle that goes around to get to some other houses! Mind blown! If anyone reading this has not had a session with her, and maybe has felt unsure, let me tell you that for me, this was one of the most amazing experiences I have ever had! I also have the recording of it, and have listened to it over and over. I hope to one day have another session with her, because she is amazing!



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I Love You Serafina

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Today my sweet Serafina crossed the Rainbow Bridge.

We had to help her go. It was too sudden for me, but she was ready.
Before she left she told me she saw my grandmother with a can of fish, the vet tech’s who put in her catheter hands were “lined with angels’ gold”, sparkles of light, and of course Makia, Joey and Stormy (deceased family animals). She told me she felt very comfortable with the people helping her as if they were good old friends. Thank you, Dr. Jill and all the wonderful vet tech staff at Ohana Pet Hospital for making such a sad experience bearable.

After the finial injection, I felt her rap her energy around me and say, “I am leaping. I am leaping.” Something she has felt too nauseous and dizzy to do for a while. When at home crying I heard her say, “mom, don’t cry. I am in all your love here. I know how much you love me and its so much. It is so beautiful. It surrounds me. If you ever felt I didn’t know how much you loved me I know. I know. It’s so beautiful.” I often wondered if my animals truly know how much I love them. When I have so many it at times feels hard to spread my love equally. Her words and comfort meant a great deal to me.

Before we left the house to go to Ohana Pet Hospital Luca my poodle asked, “Is this the last time I will see her?” I told him, “No honey, we are going to make her better.”
They did get to say goodbye at a distance, but when Luca saw her body he was so upset he threw up. Lying in bed with me he asked, “Mom, what do I do with all these feelings?”
I told him to sit with them, feel them, speak to her in spirit and run them off at the barn.

Bean my bunny was so sad she jumped onto Serafina’s body. I put her outside to run around for while and when I brought her in she told me, “Serafina’s spirit peered at me through the weeping bamboo and told me to get well so you have a small furry animal to cuddle with.
Seamora my parrot heart instantly hurt. She’s been on her best behavior. Felix says he remembers the last time he died and he doesn’t like to think about it. Hudson is extra goofy trying to make me smile. He is succeeding.

Serafina loved to hike miles with us. She learned to just tease the birds and that our property is a no kill zone. She became good friends with a squirrel- who I am sure she is meeting in Heaven. Serafina is famously known for being the nurse kitty. She diligently and compassionately watched over Maia, Joey, and Makia before they died and Bean when she was sick. She is known for being the “eco kitty”. She once told my friend who needed a new job to “sell and take care of water because everybody needs it.” She slept every night right next to my head and above Luca. She always greeted me upon my arrival home. I am going to miss my little angel.

Fly high sweet Serafina.

I love you and miss you so much already.

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Bean At The Vet

Update on Bean: She didn’t feel much better this morning so I had to bring her back to the vets. She has an infection in her body and gas in her stomach so she is on a medicine cocktail of antibiotics, pain relief, acid reducer… Her fever has come down. Dr. Nicci is confident that her stomach issues will resolve. Though Bean is still complaining about pain in her right shoulder and head so there is concern about neurological issues. We have a few ideas. Time will tell. On a side note: Oddly Hudson my GSD puppy is also limping on his right front. 
Bean looks pretty bad in these photos. But had a few moments of looking better. As Katie the vet tech syringed fed Bean critical care, Bean looked a bit more bright eyed. Bean asked Katie about her bunny at home. They are the same age-8!  
She asked if Katie’s bunny has a tunnel and a cardboard house. He does, just like Bean!  
Bean asked Katie if her bunny has done any remodeling to his cardboard house. Bean has added two doors to hers. Katie told Bean her bunny has just started to remodel :)! Bean then wondered if his remodel just looked like a new a window. 
When I was checking out, Bean told the receptionist, “You should be on critical care”. 
When I asked Bean why she responded to the woman, “You look tired. You need better nutrition and more energy.”  
The receptionist laughed and said Bean is right. She is always tired and was just talking this morning about needing to eat better. We all decided that she could substitute Critical Care for green juice and smoothies.  
I’m happy Bean feels better on critical care and well enough to strike up conversations but she’s worn out and is presently sleeping.  
Thank you all for your well wishes, healing energy and concern. We are very thankful!

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We Miss You Honey










Luca found out that his old labrador friend Honey passed away and he was so sad. He came to me and said, “mom, why is everyone dying? So I won’t see her again in body? Is she with Stormy and Makia? Will they live together in Heaven?” 

It made me so sad. But we spoke to Honey and she’s running on the beach with Stormy, Summer her sister, other canine friends & family and even Makia!

Sometimes I wish I was there with them crashing through the waves. I feel so fortunate that I can talk with them and experience their world on the other side.

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Animal Reincarnation – Minnie is Back










Every now and then an animal says they are going to reincarnate back to their person and tells me how their person will know it is them. These sessions always make me nervous because time is different on the other side and sometimes it feels like a treasure hunt finding them.
Here is an email from a woman giving me an update on her search. Hint: She found her dog!
It’s a great email because it shows the feelings one may go through during the search. I love it & the miracle of the universe! Enjoy:
Hi, Laura! I’ve had several readings with you regarding my dog who passed away from oral cancer back in November. Her name was Minnie and she was a Yorkshire Terrier. I’ve had a lot of difficulties finding her, and found myself looking for her every single day without any luck. One Friday night, I got a strong feeling telling me to check again, and there were new Maltese/Yorkie mix puppies listed on PetFinder! It was about 2AM, and I immediately woke back up and filled out an application. Two days later, I was able to stop by and adopt her. It felt like everything worked out, especially because there had been so many other yorkies in the past that I felt could have been Minnie, and it never worked out. I was beginning to feel frustrated and upset.
When I got to the adoption event, there were about 4 other Yorkies. The first one I picked up, I kept thinking, “Is this her? Is this Minnie? It must be her! I think so… What if it’s not? What if it is?” And I was tempted to just adopt her so that I could finally end my search. But something told me to keep looking. So I picked up another Yorkie, and I kept asking myself the same things, “Is this her? I don’t know! It might be!” So I put her down. Finally, I saw a little Morkie hiding behind a towel. I picked her up and she immediately put her head down to rest on my chest and looked up straight into my eyes (Minnie ALWAYS did that). I didn’t second guess it, I didn’t question it this time. I didn’t ask myself whether this was her, because I knew it! I got a very strong feeling of security and happiness, like a miracle had just happened! She stayed very calm with me, whereas the other dogs I picked up were all energetic and trying to jump out of my arms.
I noticed during the ride home that she kept pushing her nose up all over me, wherever she could. My arm, my leg, my face, etc… I didn’t remember it from our previous reading together, and I only remembered it later on that she had said “The thing that my mom needs to know is that she will know me also from my nose push. Its like I push my nose into her.” And yes, she was! Not just any nose push. But she was pushing her nose so hard into me I was scared it was hurting her! She kept doing it so persistently, there was no way it was a coincidence.
So, I’ve only had her for 2 days now. I adopted her yesterday. She is a 2 month old baby puppy, and it is difficult to train her. She has been peeing and pooping everywhere, but I know that this is Minnie. I can feel it. I planned to give her a different name for a different life, but I can’t help but call her Minnie since she reminds me so much of Minnie! I have no doubts that I have found her! Thank you for all your help!

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Communication with Cecil The Lion

Cecil and Jericho BRENT STAPELKAMP


Cecil (black mane) with his brother Jericho.

Thank you, Brent Stapelkamp for this beautiful photo.

Pet Psychic / Animal Communicator

Talks With

Cecil The Lion


A client of mine asked me to speak with Cecil the Lion. I didn’t post it right away because it is a little sad.  Feelings can change very quickly in Heaven (or the other side) so it does not mean that Cecil continues to feel this way. It is just that at the moment that I contacted him this is where he was.  Also I must clarify that Cecil did cross over. He is not trapped in the in-between worlds anywhere.  This is just his path.

I would post a picture of him but I do not have any legal rights to any photo.  If any one would like share a photo with me for this post I would be so grateful.

Thank you for caring.

This is what Cecil said on 08-01-2015,

“For many hours my soul was exhausted and I tried to make sense of suffering, pain, the fight to live and how to defend my pride. I had thoughts that I did not know that I had inside of me. I had thoughts of being weak, being scared and fearful and being with out my life. I realized that death was coming and I felt strangely depressed. I didn’t know I was able to have emotions like that. I wonder if this is how my prey has felt. Being hunted by humans seemed so strange and out of nature. It felt like my environment and my home had been raided by foreign beings that did not belong in our lands.

When I had the tracking collar put on me I realized that man was not innocent. They did strange things that my mind could not comprehend. But I did not feel fear. I have seen people in awe of me and I never felt fear but when the people lured me with the dead carcass I thought they were helping me. I thought they realized that I had a weak female in my pride and they where helping me feed her. I did not need their help and that is where I went wrong. That is where my instincts as a lion crossed over from being natural. Normally I would not think about accepting food from humans.

When they put the light on me and shot me and I felt the pain.  The pain came more and more slowly. It was like it has a poison that ran all through my body and started to paralyze me. I tried to fight it off. When they sent me to heaven finally time I saw them for who they are and I crossed a river of great darkness. I crossed a river of great sickness and I realize that these men are sick men. If they were born in my pride I would have killed them long ago, but humans do not kill. They do not kill their mentally sick and they are allowed to keep breeding and it taints the gene pool. This does not happen in the wild.

I see that these men think that they are strong. They think that they have control of us but they don’t. they think that if they kill us that they control the nature and the energy that run through us but they do not understand our ways. They do not realize that what they do cuts away at their souls and the more they do it the darker their soul gets.

They do not realize that we are the purity that this earth has left. We are the planet. When they kill us they are poisoning the field of energy that runs through all things. I have seen your cities and have seen inside your homes and I fear for you and I fear now for my lands because the earth is so ill and there are so little people who are fighting for it to continuing breathing.

I see that so many people want to talk about how what happened to me is so unjust but this is a common practice and I am just one of hundreds. People want to rant and rave but they do nothing to actually create change. If there was something wrong in the environment in my pride we would move away or we would pray to the energy of life to bring back the health of the lands. All animals do this. We are one with our lands. But I watch people and they scream and rant and rave but nothing gets done and it is left up to a small percentage of people who have very little money and resources to keep fighting.

I am glad that people look at me and feel something but it will only bring me hope if people change their lives. Your world is very sick.”

I asked him, “What is your Heaven like?”

He responded,

“I have not fully rested for the shock of inhumanity of my death has pulled me to keep watching. The death continues and the dark energy around these being swarms my lands. All animals are in fear and I feel like it is up to me to watch over my land and to make sure that the animals feel safe.

I still feel the pain where the dark went through me and released its poison. I still feel the confusion of the intense pain.

An animal like me never leaves its pride. When a lion like me gets old and is taken down by a younger lion it is what is best for the pride. This is not best. The younger lion was not ready. He did not learn enough about himself or the pride to make such decisions.

If there is a heaven for me then I know that it is a place with out humans. Humans have moved so far away from their instincts and their true nature.

I am not going to tell you that I feel at peace. I will not feel peace until this is resolved. I understand that I am dead. I understand that I am not in body but my consciousness is very much still in my land and this is where I need to be. If I needed to be somewhere else. I would be somewhere else.

I want to tell people that in order for you to get the feeling of satisfaction in your life’s you have to stop being so selfish and start helping others. You need to look inside your own communities and make it a safer place. Once you can do that then you can branch out to the animals of the world. I know that there are people that fight to save the animals and make sure they do not suffer in the hands of others. For those people I am very thankful but there needs to be more of you. This needs to be a priority. People know longer know how to focus on tasks that heal that planet. They pursue more selfish goals. This is not about money. This is about keeping the energy of our ecosystem alive and healthy. Help others. Help the animals. Stay on task.”

UPDATE 9/11/15

Cecil says,

I am at the kingdom of the divine gate of love. I am at the center of the circle of love. I have arrows around and the ancient wisdom seekers and the beings of shamanic paths are guarding my temple of love. There is no fear where I am now. there is no judgement and no fighting with my inner sanctions. I am not afraid of my future of my pride or the future of the land where I was killed. I am big and bold and powerful and I am the protector of all. I watch over the people who fight for me. I watch over the organizations that write and protect me. I am there hero and their noble light source. I am the embodiment of wrong authority being persecuted and taking responsibility for their actions. I am energized by the human race who are touched my our plight. I am love. I give love and I receive love and I want all to know that there is no more pain in my soul. I am honored to be the symbol of the great destruction of the wild. I am honored to be the symbol of the fight and the empathy and the compassion that is growing with in people. I am honor. Thank you all for caring so deeply about me and others like me. I will forever watch over each individual and the organizations that fight for the wilds honor. I am a peace and no more tears need to be shade. Put your swords in your pocket and arm yourself with words and action to make changes. Hear me roar when you are close to change. For I am sure to be there walking beside you. I am your companion and your friend. I am free. Love is only within me now. The future will be kind. The future will be back to nature.”


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Makia – Be A Butterfly

My 20 year old cat Makia doesn’t feel so well. She’s been breathing heavy, rapid weight loss, throwing up and having soft stools. Chest X-rays look good!  

Her symptoms are similar to Serafina’s six week ago. Serafina got better on the antibiotic Zenequin. Makia can not take that because she has a low threshold to seizures so she’s on Clavamox. 
We are treating for listeria because of the Stella and Chewys food recall. I know they ate the recalled lot. Serafina is 100% better. Hoping for the same recovery for Makia.  
Makia says, “I have been sick a lot of times, but have never been this nauseous. If my food made me sick, I’m a little angry. I usually don’t get angry. I know one day I’ll be in Heaven, but I want to live some more. 

I hope all the butterflies in the world think of me as they are flying. I’m sure that energy will get me well. If you’re reading this, be a butterfly and send me love.”   

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Serafina Is Better

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This is my cat Serafina. I am not sure how old she is. We estimate around 15 years old.

My cats have been on a raw food diet for 10 plus years. A month ago, I decided to “treat” them with some high quality grain free organic cat food. That night Serafina started to projectile vomit and have diarrhea. A week later she lost half her body weight (down to 4.5lbs), refused to move or eat, and was diagnosed with Pancreatitis. I was positive it was from a bacteria in the canned food so we put her on antibiotics. She had two different antibiotics over 14 days, sub-q fluids every other day, colostrum, canna pet, antacids, cerenia, chiropractic and of course all raw food.

It has now been one month since her diagnoses and she is feeling great! She is back to her energetic happy self. I will never feed canned food again.


Thank you Ohana Pet Hospital, Carpinteria Vet, chiro Steve Matzkin and vet tech Caroline Thompson, healer Bill Turner, and friend Swan Keller for making my kitty better! You are all awesome! Serafina is now up to 6lbs


Serafina says, “I want to tell everyone that when you don’t feel well don’t give up hope. You have to keep believing in yourself even if you feel like you want to die. My mom kept telling me I was going to feel better and I had to trust her even though I was not sure of it. I am enjoying life again. I was so happy to have our bunny Bean to keep me company. She really helped me feel better. She’s my good friend. Sometimes when you are sick you find out who your good friends are. I want everyone to believe in their health and their ability to live well. Be happy. It helps you to heal if you force yourself to do things you love, even if it is just sitting outside.”

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This is Buck. He died at 1 years old on July 4, 2014.

He says to his people from Heaven, “I had a great life with them. I know this because I they taught me a lot. They taught me to think and they taught me to pay attention. They gave me super love. It’s when you get so much love from their heart that you just feel good about yourself. My mom and dad are great parents. They really make everyone in their presence feel cared for and that is so important. They taught me that.”


His person writes after the session: We were so torn up when our Buck at one year old dog passed away last 4th of July. Having a reading with Laura has put my mind to rest. Turns out, pets have jobs on the other side. Our Buck had to go help an elderly man who had crossed over(who happens to be my grandfather). As much as I miss him, my mind is at such ease knowing he’s on the other side being his goofy self- helping and healing people.

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Kochi In The Sparkly Light

This is Kochi.  He died in May 2015. He was 6 years old.

He says from Heaven to his people, “I want to tell my mom and dad that I went to the sparkly light first. It’s the light that heals you deep inside. It heals the parts of you that you dont know are stuck. I didn’t know that I had those fears so deep. The sparkly light helps the angels and the masters teach you how to be more watchful and compassionate of yourself. This is something that I want to teach my mom and dad. The wisdom to the universe is deep inside themselves and not outside.”

After the session his person writes:

Kochi was a very fearful dog, and with Laura’s session I am so grateful to know that his fears are being healed. He also said he will return to us once he has overcome his fearfulness. Laura’s session also helped us overcome our fears! Thank you Laura!

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Makia and Sunbeams

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Some mornings are harder than others. This morning Makia awoke with a terrible headache. This evening she will receive fluids again. I am hoping that will help her.

Makia says,

“Thank you all for your prayers.

When you don’t feel well it’s comforting to have friends and family that check on you.

I believe it creates sunbeams in the world when you reach out to others.”

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Cheyenne and Trixie

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The dog on the top is Cheyenne. She is 9 years old. The dog on the bottom is Trixie.

Trixie has passed away.

Cheyenne talks about seeing Trixie’s spirit and being confused by it. During the conversation I explain to her that what she sees is not her memory but Trixie’s spirit. She begins to understands and talks about what Trixie told her before she passed away.

This is what Cheyenne says, “I need to talk about the sadness I am going through. Its like this emptiness in my heart and in my mind. It’s a confusion. Its like where is she? I felt like my memory was playing tricks on me. Cause she will be doing a skip hop next me but she looks younger and she can chew better. Sometimes I see her laying next to me chewing on a bone and it makes me confused cause I dont know why my memories are real but different. She has tried to give me warmth. She blows wind in the window by the table. I can feel her and I am like I think she is outside and then I am just confused.

I knew Trixie was in pain. I knew she was not coming home because she said goodbye to me and she told me to focus. She told me to get in between mom and dad if dad is confused on how to soothe mom – just get in there and be the soother. She also told me to make sure that the no one sneaks in the backdoor. She just said dont let anyone sneak in the back door.

I understand now she is in spirit. Are we going to get a puppy? if we get another dog I want it to be a Trixie look a like because that is what I know as real.”

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This is Nina. She died on Feb 4, 2007 at 15.5 years old.

She said from Heaven, “I have to tell my mom (person) that life is super fun here. It’s like a roller-coaster with hamburger meat, fries, ice cream and even potatoes salad. It’s so good here. I have this fun time where I run in the snow so fast after bunny rabbits and then latter on in the day go swimming where the water is so warm and then I sleep on a bed that is like your bed with a cozy comforter and your smell. Your grandma sometimes puts me on a leash and she laughs because she has to wear roller blades and your grandma is having so much fun because we go to an old boardwalk that she knew (you?) as a child and watch the sailboats.

I am so awesome. in my awesomeness. Yeah I am going to come back to you too. You are going to be like no way that little one too. I am not sure what I will look like but my forehead will look familiar and you will be like wow that is such a little feisty puppy and I will be like peeing on things and they will be frustrated with me but I wont pee on your things.

I am also going to be really smart and if I try to jump and catch butterflies in my mouth don’t be upset it’s just a game.”

Her person commented after our session: Hi Laura, Please share what you think will be most valuable or entertaining for your followers. This cracked me up!!
I wasn’t expecting this at all from Nina…Nina had almost three different stages of her life and personalities…I got her as puppy and she lived until 15.5. This is very young Nina…I almost forgot about her…Nina as a puppy and young dog was fearless, confident, cocky, energetic, confident and FUNNY as well as loving and loyal which never changed…and BAD!! She was always taking things from Annie and then tried to look innocent, she would tell on Annie if she did anything wrong and would try to pin any damage on Annie by looking innocent and then looking at Annie. She’d steal stuff from purses without disturbing anything and you’d find it somewhere else, chewed up and once on a walk, without breaking stride, she plucked a rose from a pot outside a grocery story. She loved her food too. We had to put baby gates on the kitchen cupboards to keep her out but we had to take some off so we could get in and she found a way inside. She often got her head stuck in a box of cereal or cookies and had to be rescued.

My grandmother used to joke that you could tie Nina to wheels and have her pull you she was so strong and energetic. I forgot about that…as well as I grew up in Vancouver and there was a boardwalk close to our apt. that anchored boats etc. We used to go for nightly walks and read all the names on the boats and feed the ducks.
My biggest fear would be Nina and Trevor coming back at the same time…I guess that is why they will be little dogs as two full sized, young Nina and Trevor would do me in…I’d need therapy and medication to manage those two together. I’m glad she’s coming back. I wish she’d come back as her 10 to 15 year old self, though.


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A Horse Dies At The Barn

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Here I’m trying to cheer Jubilee up.

Two nights ago, one of the horses at the farm needed to be put to sleep because of colic. He suffered and was in the stall next to Jubilee.

Yesterday all the horses were upset. No one wanted to be caught out in pasture to come into the barn for the night. The air was heavy, sad and confused.

When I brought Jubilee in she said, “I need to express myself. Where was that horse’s human? It was scary seeing him suffer. Why did his body look different? I watched it not moving all night long. Where does his spirit go? Where did they take his body?” The questions went on and on.

I told the answers to all the horses on the farm.

Then I got a hold of him in spirit. He said, “When first in Heaven the light and air was all white and safe. I didn’t know where I was and then I looked for the fences and there were none and then all my friends came. Even friends I just remembered and we ran through the fields and I enjoyed myself. I’m ok.”


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This is Kochi. He is 6 years old.

He said, “I was feeling the kind of sick where you start to see the angel dogs. They are dogs that have a golden light all around them and they come and lie with you and tell you that when you die you can run in a park full of Heaven’s creatures. It is beautiful.

The one thing that happened when I was really sick is I kept feeling like I was falling down a hole. It was really scary. Sometimes when I would close my eyes, I would feel like I was sinking and I felt damp all the time. It was like the feeling of being rained on all the time.

But I got better. Mommy’s machine did make me better. It pulled out the dampness and it made light come into my body. When I was healing those angel dogs kept moving through me rather than staying outside of me. It felt really good.”

Kochi’s person (mommy) writes, “Kochi nearly died – he was so sick (but healed with a Photon Sound Beam machine) – and with Laura’s help, we discovered that Kochi became sick to show me that I can heal and that sickness can be healed using universal prayer, inter-dimensional thoughts and technology. Laura also enlightened me about what my dog experienced in his sickness – beautiful angel dogs that lay with him and even went through him. We are all truly blessed to have angels and Laura in our lives.” I can not express this enough, when our animals are sick it is so important to truly believe we can help them heal. We must believe in the methods of treatment that we are using. It helps are animals to feel safe and to feel as if they are in healing hands. Call in the healing angels! I am always surprised who shows up 🙂

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